hey there my dearests,

youve all been the best cell members i could ever imagine or hope for, and i thank God for the time He has let me enjoy with you.

sometimes you just wish with all your might, that maybe, just maybe, you'll be able to cling on to that which you cannot lose. but it is His will and you know you cannot fight it. rather unwillingly, you let go of the reins youve been fighting in vain to manipulate, the same ones that youve been hoping against hope that he'll let you control, and place them into His hands. you can only trust that He'll bring you somewhere even better than you expected. and you know that He will, but you stubbornly cling onto the illusion that maybe you can manage on your own. but illusions will be illusions: meaningless, a chasing after the wind.

ive given so much to you, yes you in particular, that this is hurting like anything. i bet you never knew i loved you so much. but i do. and im paying for it. not that i mind, though. try superglueing your hand to your face then ripping it away.

the Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.

and as the saying goes, when God closes a door, He opens another.

this is an opportunity for growth, and as i grow, away from you guys, all i can say is that i genuinely hope that you guys will grow exponentially as well. i wish you all the best in west2, and may you guys always soak in the presense of the Lord.

goodbye west2. this will be my last post here. thanks, guys, for everything we did together: happy times, sad times, crazy times, angry times, irritating times, plain stupid times, stubborn times, going home together times. no, really. i appreciate them.

i told you so, didnt i? i said it would be the last time going home together.

dont think i wont miss you! and i mean each and every one of you. continue to have fun, ya?

and dont worry bout me. im like a chameleon, i adapt well. =D

from the bottom of my heat i love you guys forever and ever,
Lindy

p.s. m&ms are colourful and make you high. eat more of em. theyre good anti-depressants.