jiayou shufeng!

juz wanna tell ya tt i know wat ur goin thru shufeng. tt was wat exactly happen to me. being in the "band scene" all my life till sec sch, i came to a crossroad after Os. it was suppose to b bright - fairfield alumn winds, west winds, syo...knew so many ppl then, had many strings tt i could pull. but i decided against it due to some situations. and all of a sudden, im like "cut" out frm the band scene.

i know how it feels. more so for ya, when ur even more into it than me. but i wanna encourage to seek God's will first. "Seek Him first and all His righteouness and all [other things] will be added unto you". im really very encouraged by your love for Him, your sacrifices and your heart cry for our Lord Jesus. know very sure that He has plans for you and His plans are meant to prosper you. continue to walk obediently in Him and see His will revealed to u thru ur life.

just wanna share also abt wat u shared. i can also identify the "pinch from a dream" thing. as you guys know, my calling is really evangelism and pastoral care. moreso for this yr, i see the vision and calling very strongly and evidently in my life. i realli sit up tt day and realised tt there are so many ppl ard me tt are not saved. especially my parents. somehow, i have such a heavy burden for them, esp this yr. and i got to be praying constantly for them. i got to be on my knees, continually interceding on their behalf. i got to be standing in the gap for them. if not, no one will. i juz wanna encourage all of us to continue to be that "salt of the earth and light to the world". let us not let studies, business, stress, struggles, sin hinder us from spreading God's love and proclaiming God's word.

juz a small encounter today. i was goin thru some stuff which DID hinder me from God. and i happen to visit galvin's blog. i read abt his grandmother's death. i read abt him being grateful that his family are saved and different things. i read abt how he spent everyday praying for his family, for his friends. and then i look back at me. i felt so ashamed. i literally cried.

God spoke today. He told me to move on. dun b overwhelmed and stucked with all this small little "elementary teachings" but move on to the advance stuff. dun juz drink milk...advance to chew meat! are we still allowing different things to overwhelm us? are we still allowing our inadequancy to hinder us from evangelising? are we still allowing our low self-esteem, low confidence, introvertness hinder us from spreading God's love. i pray that we will not. i pray tt we move on from all this small little petty situations tt will hinder us from achieving our highest potential, hinder us from allowing God to use us to the maximum and hinder God's purpose of our creation.

jiayou shufeng. we are all here for you.

"hand in hand, we'll run this race - to the very end, that's where we'll go!"
That's Where We'll Go
Galvin Sng.

dare.