lost//

LOST
My heart cries out;
I'm lost.
Inside me there's a turmoil that is stirring,
a volcano waiting to erupt.
This feeling inside of me,
I can't explain.

At the crossroads;
I'm lost.
Where there are so many paths in front of me,
the criss-crossing patterns.
The confusion spins inside of me,
I don't know which to take.

My only Comfort,
When I'm alone.
Lord, I need You,
Show me the way.
I need Your strength; to carry on.

I see a pattern;
why is it when trials come,
I'll run away and hide?
I'll choose to turn away from You?

Lord, teach me.



ppl...plz pray 4 me ye? recently im very tired. physically, mentally and spiritually. there are so many things to do. not that they are all a piece of cake, or life's a bed of roses. life is tt ironical isnt it? you start off full of zeal and jest to challenge ur obstacle. then as time goes by, tt zeal and jest reduces to 1/2. and slowly, you juz loss them all. i see a pattern in me. i start off tt way, and then when things come my way, i run. i dunno how to react. i get discouraged and d devil start planting thots inside me. why bother to give ur life to Jesus? why choose to walk the narrow path? why sacrifice for Him? and then, the other side of my rational mind starts to work. afterall, im not even paid to do the job. afterall, life is more to this. afterall, i could go enjoy the "high life". afterall, the grass is greener in the world.

oh Lord. help me. i refuse in Jesus' name. devil get out of me. i refuse to conform to the world. Lord help me. help me to be transformed by the renewing of my mind. bcoz im God's precious child of God. He bought me for a price. and it is a high status to be called a son of a KING!

i'm d CHOSEN GENERATION, d ROYAL PRIESTHOOD, d HOLY NATION, God's own SPECIAL PEOPLE. that's enough reasons for me to b a living sacrifice for God. that's enough reasons devil. now, get out of me. for i have God with me.